CONTENT WARNING: descriptions of bodily/genital mutilation, rape （implicit）
there is a pain that endures deep inside this body.
find it by the way it throbs, pierces, tears
through soft tissue, where blood seeps out;
the body of a woman bleeds after all.
what does she look like under her skin?
i want to peel it back to the muscle,
wrap the filaments of her nerves around my pinky,
bound by red string to a corpse.
i’ll take a knife and put it to her neck.
i’ll take a knife and carve a line down her leg.
i’ll take a knife and cut across her stomach.
it’s still warm inside her. you can feel it too.
a folding knife for the eyelids.
she’s so pretty with butterfly cuts.
her eyes are a soft texture.
i could almost eat them.
a steel cleaver for her hands.
i chop them off at the wrist
as if i could reattach them
if i really wanted to.
a pair of steel scissors
with large red handles
to trim her pubes with.
she likes them short & neat.
a box cutter, to carve a small circle
at the base of her neck from which
i can pull out her spine and
hang it around my shoulders.
a chinese short sword
for removing the uterus
and flinging it far
and a japanese soldier’s bayonet to shove up her cunt
for no reason other than
the finality of
how does it feel to have blood on your hands?
how does it feel to be bloated with shame?
the mirror in the mirror is a blade
& you are not the only accomplice.
《 白日焰火 / BLACK COAL THIN ICE 》
SOLO EXHIBITION BY YAYA
BUY MY ORIGINAL COMICS/PRINTS/STICKERS
OR FEEL FREE TO TIP ME :^)
THIS IS EPHEMERA v6.24